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I will no longer give up my dreams to play it safe. I would rather risk everything and go after my dreams and truly live this year. I would rather die happy than live safe.
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Who am I….well in 2008 I did a few things. I spent the weekend in a silent meditation retreat at a Temple in Encinitas, near Swamis Beach. Unimaginable.
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Spent a weekend in Julian to go horse back ridding (my life long passion.) Hitch hiked for the very first time in my life (young ladies…dont try this alone, as i did not either)
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I hiked/camped 60 miles on the Pacific Crest Trail in 6 days…imagine hiking to sleepN under the stars at some of the most beautiful and exclusive waterfront properties in San Diego. Very spiritual. Takes more mental fitness than physical fitness. Note to self: Should only be shared with an equally spiritual person with the ability and maturity to truely appreicate God’s magnificence and true peace.
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I put my complete trust and faith in someone I pretty much knew didnt deserve it but asked for a second chance. And screwed me anyway. Good for me. How many people have that kind of courage, kindness or faith in mankind to give a second change. Sorry no thrid runs ’round here. Don’t mistaken my kindness for stupitity. Be the change you want to see in the world. Dear lost friend, Confidence is differnt than arrogance. Your right in your statment but not in your reasoning. Confidence encourages others to the highest because they fear no threat, arrogance laughs and takes advantage of the less able or kind hearted due to feelings of supiority or fear of exposure. I forgive you and wish you joy and happiness and self respect for the new year.
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DVD′s I Watch: The Blockbuster manager stated last night that I have burned through most of his Indy and forgein films. I worrry if i can ever sit through American mainstreem flicks again.
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Last movie I saw: SlumdogMillionair and Milk. Next one Wendy and Lucy. heh he about a girl and her dog that go to alaska. Alaska is on my bucket list.
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I took a road trip in my jeep, alone..15 hours from SD to Redding with my dog, looking for a ranch to live on. Ha ha, I am from Hawaii you can go around my entire island in 1 hour. I didnt even have a GPS or get lost. Note to self, Redding is tweekerville, no need to return. Thank god for pitbulls.
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Rented a cabin with my dog on Palamar Mountian. Yes, on the very top of the World. Read Walden and painted.
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Most interesting thing I read this week. My neighbors friend is a retired English professor and I read his website on how to travel to Cuba. And what a sad state of our American Imperialist Nation really is. I agree with that. I dont know much about Socialism but I know a thing or two about the current state of our affairs here and now and in history.
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Next two years, going home to Hawaii to volunteer on friends organic and political activist farm that also feeds the hungry. Finish my last two years at Unviesity of Hawaii Hilo.
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If you have to ask for my pic or stats before we even know if we can hold a meaningful conversation then you are not mature enough or evolved enough. you will get there some day…i hope. but for now I am not the one for you. I am way past that and way past being hip, slick and cool. we are not in high school anymore now are we? Trust me the cover matters but not that much. It has little to say about what is in the book. Please leave your mask at the door before entering.
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Want to write but too busy working to write=too busy to live. so dont bother with that either. Money, status, titles and material things will never fulfill. Sorry if you measure you personal wealth by the size of you bank account. Bless your soul you will learn one day.
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Finally, No IM sex chat or web cams. I am just not tacky or trashy. Besides I am cute enough to get somone in person so no need for cyber shallow. If you read this far please include the word molly in your reply.
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P.S. If you want to make a negitive comments just to be mean, or you notice all my spelling errors and that bothers you to the point you have email me about it. You should step away from your computer for a few days and go outside in nature to think about your purpose in life and if you take this internet bs too seriously.
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Happy new year!!!!!
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